Tuesday, April 12, 2011


Your a living tissue, you know when to wipe my tears when i Cry.

You knOw me like a clock, you know what times right and whats not.

People say bestfriends are someone you knew for your Life time.

it's not because you could be negLected and yet she is who is standing.

You are a true friEnd, a great friend but not only that you arE a bestfriend.

the very bestfrieNd.

Sunday, March 6, 2011

CAN YOU FEEL THIS?
my heart beating out of my chest

With every capture, there's a smile.

It's like a ticking clocking, waiting.
it's like falling to sleep everynight, dreaming.
it's like waking up every morning realising, reality.
it's like closing your eyes, hoping.
it's like standing in rain, laughing.
it's like waving to a plane, crying.
it's like thinking there's no meaning to life, failure.
it's like smiling, believing.
whatever you want is out there, it's your decision whether your ready to catch it or not.
it's your choice, your life. Quit blaming everyone else and make your recovery.
just say, I BELIEVE!
I BELIEVE
I BELIEVE
I BELIEVE

Friday, February 25, 2011

YOU CAN'T MAKE EVERYBODY HAPPY
so make yourself.

You can only do so much, but yet thats not enough.
You can do so little, yet that is to much.
You can be kind, but thats is cruel.
You can be cruel, that is still cruel.
You can smile, but that is evil.
You can Frown, that is evil.
You can laugh, but that is bad.
You can cry, that is bad.
You can try, but you try to hard.
You cannot try, but you didn't try.
You can achieve, but you are an over achiever.
You cannot achieve, then your a fool.

Somebody is always going to disapprove, someone is always going to stand in the way, but you are the discover of your strength and weakness and you are the one whom makes the choices.
this is your choice. life will always go on.

Monday, February 7, 2011

Closer than it seems.

The time is far but yet so close. All at once, it comes. This is the final year. The last goodbye. The time for new beginnings, and remarkable endings. What you do know is what leads you through the path, the lifetime path. Will you exceed or will you be wondering why? Will you be thankful or regret? Will you want more, or expect less. Make the best, remember the best moments and remember the worst. Friendship will go and friendships will stay. This is the end, this is "yours" Nobody else's so you make the decisions.

Monday, November 22, 2010




Closes thing we have, too magic...







Let me just put this in your perspective.
What is normal? Are you normal?
I once said I'm not normal, he replied define normal?
So define it, All you ever hear is;
Your different.
OMG! your so embarrassing!
What are you wearing!
This is when, i just want to respond.
Yes i am different, that's why i don't look like you.
I know I'm embarrassing but so is standing with you!
whatever was clean, I'd ask you the same question,
but well it looks like your little sister put your make up on!
The one's who are different stand out.
I'm not normal, but noble.
I understand the aspect of life, and that originality.

We have travelled so far, the road was rough.
Some fell and failed, but others stood strong.
From "Your not my friend anymore, i wanted that shovel"
To "You stole my man!"
Then from, "Can you help me, with my 2 times tables"
To "I need help, with trig"
Everything changes, nothing is the same.
People change, take a different road.
Some leave, some return.
Some forget and some forgive.
But nothing can change a friendship.
They are forever.
Well atleast some anyway...

Sunday, November 21, 2010


Sometimes, it's the best medicine.

Thursday, November 18, 2010



This is home...with you
My needs are supplied with you.
You give me the nutrients of love.
and the safety of being with you.
So don't leave, stay.

There not that far away, you just got to shut your eyes and dream.
I PROMISE.


This is the path, the path of eternal happiness.
I measure my hand against yours, you hold tight.
Whisper "Forever".
Now im here, constantly loving you.
Just don't go away, stay.

The mirrors reflection

Can't you see through her eyes. All her lies.
The secrets she holds. Shes calling quietly, for you to help.
reach out and take her hand.
Tell her everything will be okay, and you believe.
Her heart is slowly fading and her life is with no understanding.
Follow her, and tell her to stay. She only wants you to know.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Failure.



Is it really that bad to fail?
One person once told me
"from failing we learn and from learning we achieve"
My thought was how on earth can you achieve!
When you just failed.
Then i realised, you achieve by realising.
Realising, where you went wrong.
Realising, your area's that need improvement.
and in general just making you a stronger person.
Because one who does not fail, does not achieve.
From experiences, its not the end of the world.
Devote yourself, prep yourself up.
You can do it, If you couldn't how did you get this far.
"the grass is always greener on the other side"
My other advice is too take the help around you..
those people are the ones that care.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

It only take's a second, for change.

It only takes a certain, someone or something.
To change the mood, or way in which you mind think.
When you stumble, those simple words pick you up.
When the tears fall, that gesture warmths your heart.
When your down, three words can change and turn it around.
When someone says i need to be left alone, Don't.
When someone says they are okay, there not.
You know when someones true, they can realise.
When you need it most, when you need to hear something.
Or simply just recieve comfort.
For all those who can't, take a moment.

Only seconds left.



It's scary, and yet people pretend it doesn't exist.
What if you forget to kiss your mother goodbye.
tell that boy you love him.
Before it's to late.

When is the last goodbye?
when is the last time i see you face?
You will never know,
because things happen in a blink of an eye.
Make the time you have with people,
because some don't have long left.
Make everyday count,
because the one you don't you'll regret.
I can't ever say goodbye to that smile,
or let go of the tightly gripped hand.
Just stay, don't go.
Stay forever.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Blind by beauty, not by sight;


I'll be okay, I promise.
Just let me run, really far.
I'll catch my breath one day, I promise.
If only you see, I'm waiting.
Acknowledgement, not criticize every action.
You haven't seen, what is capable.
What Talents each brings, you only see what you want.
If you knew, how much.
Then you would care, Just maybe.

Monday, November 1, 2010

They say life's not easy, its your choice.

There's always someone that disapproves!
someone that doesn't agree with anything you do,
or your choice or actions.
No one's perfect yet we live in this world where everyone trys to compete with everyone.
I'm fake, your fake, we are all fake !Everybody makes up these
little lies, to make them that one step closer to perfection.
Then you have to dodge the judgements made in your choice to change.
its a cruel world, a short life!
Quit pretending,
your in this world for a reason, everybody is different.
why would you lie about who you are?
Be yourself the worlds to short to be anyone else.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Living a double life.


Maybe we are all Miley Cyrus/Hannah Montana in someway.
Leading that double life, having those two seperate personalities.
The one thats seen and the one thats hidden.
The difference between the two is one is a living lie and the other is the secret. Someone once told me, "You are the real you, when your all alone, no distractions"
I remember when everything was okay, when nothing mattered.
No expectations, No knowledge of the future, when your parent's would say you could be whatever you wanted, when you were somewhat good at everything, when you were noticed, when tears rarely fell, and your hearts only meaning was the organ in your body. How can we be who we are when we are expected to be someone else for everyone else. Then again maybe two is better than one?

Discovery!



One day you think you know who you are, then you realise that was just a phase of your life, or simply one of those hundred mistakes you make. You can stand infront of your mirror for hours in hope that you will finally discover your place in this world, but the tears that fall and the hand slighly placed on the mirror just make you pathetic. You can run your fastest down a lonely road crying, but the road will never end, you'll just trip and fall. Someday someone will see, see what really happen to you the small chips in your heart, those red tired eyes and the faded smile. They will lend there hand to help you up and lead you down that road. Girl it's long, ofcourse your going to make mistakes like take the wrong turn but every road leads somewhere right? I promise you i'll find the right road one day.